Every traveler journeying in valleys of love and zeal
some-times burns with the fire of love, and sometimes overflows with joy owing
to the “wine of immortality” offered by the Beloved. While burning, the
lover sighs: O Cup-bearer, I have burned away. Give me some water! While looking
attentively through the door of the Beloved left ajar, the lover entreats: I
have dipped my finger into the honey of love. Give me some water!
Until the traveler is saved from worldly anxiety and
considerations of distance or, in other words, until the traveler passes beyond
the spheres of the manifestations of Names and Attri-butes and is honored with
the manifestation of Divine Essence, he or she continues to travel between
burning and entreating, and receiving his or her lot from the pure drink the
Lord offers (76:21).
The lover pursues more and more knowledge of God, for every
new Divine gift increases his or her desire. As this desire increases, new gifts
pour into the lover’s heart. He or she embroiders the acquired knowledge of
God with the feelings and thoughts traveling between his or her heart and
things. Like a honeybee collecting nectar from flowers and thereby causing
flowers to be the source of honey, the lover collects the nectar of knowledge of
God from the manifestations of Divine Names and Attributes that open like
flowers in the garden of the universe. He or she distills the collected nectar
through the filter of his or her appreciative, grateful conscience, and feels as
if his or her sight has reached the rays of the Attributes themselves. Then the
dream of reaching the Divine Being comes, and the lover is stricken with the
utmost astonishment.
The writer of Gülistan (The Rose Garden) expresses
the traveler’s feelings of astonishment and amazement while burning and
drinking:
At times You show Your Beautiful Face,
But It is veiled without being completely seen,
Thus You incite us to compete to be able to see You
And increase our fire.
When I see unveiled the Beloved
With Whom I have fallen in love,
Something occurs to me
And I am bewildered on my way.
The Beloved lights a fire in my breast
And then puts it out with a drizzle.
That is why you find me burnt away
And drowned in an ocean.
Bursawi presents travelers as incessantly intoxicated:
All saintly ones are intoxicated
with the pure water their Lord offers them (76:21);
Seven, five, and four are intoxicated
With His Beautiful Face.
If the traveler has not prepared his or her heart according
to the requirements of the spiritual journey and the commandments of the Shari‘a
(that is, if one does not think and reason in the light of Prophethood while one’s
feelings fly in the boundless realm of the achieved spiritual state), he or she
will inevitably fall, be confused and bewildered, and speak and act contrary to
the spirit of Shari‘a.
Mulla Jami‘ expresses astonishment and amazement in his
vivid language:
The women of Egypt were astounded and cut their hands
when they saw the beauty of Joseph. O Master! If they had seen your beauty,
they would have thrust the daggers in their hands into their breasts.
Speaking of Joseph’s beauty, where Your beauty is mentioned means no more
than telling tales.
In other words, if transient, worldly beauty and perfection
that only reflect the Infinitely Perfect and Beautiful One through many veils
can seduce us, how great will be our inability to perceive the dazzling awe and
amazement produced by beholding and gazing upon that Beauty.
Those who prefer to serve Islam and the Qur’an at this
point in time should not aim at all the pleasures, whether bodily or spiritual.
Rather, they should continue their service aided by God in awe of and with
amazement at the extent to which God comes to their aid and makes them
successful. They should never conceive of anything other than serving Islam.
This is a special gift of amazement to the army of light from God’s special
treasury of: We make the distribution among them (43:32).